Messy History

Why?

Why would someone want a fascist government?  Or, why throw away a centuries old system to try communism?  

Stories told by past generations evoke the same concerns prevalent around the world today.  

Governments, from tsars to emperors to republics, were often perceived as corrupt or inept and people were looking for something better. Nearly every society has struggled with economic inequality in some form. Nations have always been concerned with racism and immigration.

Our ancestors grappled with new technology, just as much as we do. For example, their form of AI was the "factory system" - disrupting the workforce and replacing people with machines. New political systems arose, from democracy in the United States of America to communism in Soviet Russia.

Different words have described these conflicting political systems throughout the brief span of time that we’ve chosen to focus on (mid 1800s - 1989) and are still thrown around today.  Socialism.  Fascism. Capitalism.  Liberalism.  Conservatism. Left vs. Right.  These are the ideas Messy History examines through diaries, memoirs, journals, and interviews.

Archivists collect and organize the world’s information, while historians analyze it to understand the people and context. We’re storytellers, relying on the work of both of these groups. First, finding individual stories, and then using historical context to set the stage for them to be shared with all of their eccentricities, flaws, and biases.  Every episode, like every person, is different.  Our method for bringing each person to you changes depending on the medium, writing style, and personality of our eyewitness.

So why are we here? Our mission is to connect people through our shared past. We aren’t alone in this crazy changing world. We’ve lived through wild times before. Our great-grandparents rearranged governments and entire countries. What choices will we make for our future?

Recent Episodes

Aug. 20, 2026

The World Turned Upside Down

By the end of 1918, it was becoming apparent that Germany was not going to win The Great War, and that defeat would come at a price. At home, the Spartacus League looked at the apparent success of the Russian Revolution and were pressing for a similar revolution in Germany. The Kaiser departed for Holland, leaving the monarchy defunct. Germany in 1919 is a world turned completely on its head. Even among the chaos, life goes on while people work out their future. Image A British Mark IV tank, c
July 11, 2026

Letters from your Boy

"This is a dark day and a dark hour. The sword is being forced into my hand. This war will demand of us enormous sacrifice in life and money, but we shall show our foes what it is to provoke Germany." – Kaiser Wilhelm II, July 31, 1914 In the summer of 1914, the world went to war. The heady early days of glory soon gave way to the realities of war, both on the front and at home. Our story today follows the lives of a husband and wife in Germany, separated by war, and their struggles to surv...
June 10, 2026

The Great War Comes Home

Today is Gustav’s story - the daily account of a grandfather living on the German homefront during World War I. While the glorious war starts as “the greatest time of my life”, he worries about his son Ludwig fighting on the front. IMAGE Picture from Gustav’s diary: Ludwig Schlott. BIBLIOGRAPHY Marshall von Hindenburg. Translated by F.A. Holt. Out of my Life. Cassell and Company, ltd. 1920 Gustav Schlott memoirs. Deutsches Tagebucharchiv, DTA Reg.Nr. 3768, 1 translation by Robyn Thompson.
May 10, 2026

Peace, Land, and Bread!

Today we continue our conversation on life during the Russian Revolution and the Bolsheviks' ambitions for the country. Our primary account comes from Elfriede, a young woman living in Odessa, Ukraine when the revolution came. She describes the conflicts between the Reds and Whites, her stint as a typist for the infamous Cheka (secret police), and her eventual escape through Bulgaria. Bibliography Elfriede Becker memoirs, Deutsches Tagebucharchiv, DTA 4710-1, translation By Robyn Thompson Imag
April 17, 2026

An Escape From Russia

What would you do if you woke up one day and suddenly found yourself an "enemy" of the people with whom you had grown up? In this episode, we follow the story of Anna's family - bourgeois Germans caught in Russia during World War I and the Russian Revolution.
April 7, 2026

Preserving the Past

What's the difference between a diary and a memoir? In this episode, we take advantage of an opportunity to interview Christiane Weinzierl from the German Diary Archive in Emmendingen, Germany about diaries, memoirs, and the art and task of preserving the past. You can find out more about the archive at their website: https://tagebucharchiv.de

Recent Blog Posts

Dec. 2, 2025

Why you should keep a diary

Many famous people and politicians write journals, diaries, and memoirs with the knowledge that people will buy them and read them. Thus, it can be hard to tell embellishment from fact or fiction. They are quite often interesting to read and provide…